It's Sunday and three little boys lay in bed sick with fevers.

The rest of us wait for it to hit us, and I can't help but to think of what poor timing this illness comes at. It's never a good time, but I really don't want to deal with it this week. As of today all of the floors in the mobile are fixed. Yesterday, I got the second coat of floor paint rolled on. After I let it dry for another day I will add the bricks. The master bedroom needs some wall and ceiling work and then I can paint them. My Man needs to get the power in and then, then.....we can move in.
I'm ready. We're ready. These end days in the small mobile are hard at times - knowing that normal living is so close makes the inconveniences of the twelve of us in 600 sq ft even more maddening than usual. Maybe it's what they call the
short timers attitude. I let chores slide a little. I let the clutter build with the thoughts that in just a little while longer we will be moving anyway. I've given up on making it all fit. I've given up on believing that
everything has a place - the is no place left.
While I work on the projects at hand I think of this home that we were given. Every minute that I am in her I think of this gift. Even when I am not in her I think of it. I sit outside and watch her, looking inside her windows, and think of her source. I drive up and down the mountaintop thinking of it. I lay in bed at night and fall asleep thinking of it. I still can't comprehend it all. I contemplate our deservingness. I contemplate the sheer kindness of it all. I contemplate the magical life of ours that is about to take place inside of her. I tell myself to not ask
why, but to just appreciate her, enjoy her, love her.
I hope that we get to do just that, enjoy and love her, in the next week or two, but normal life walks on and we must keep pace with her. Sickness, work, and all the day to day happenings that take place up here on the mountaintop will not wait as much as I would like to will them away, so we will see how things go.
Speaking of life - here is some of ours from the last few weeks.......
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One of the baby goats isn't adjusting well to the bottle,
so I brought her in and loved on her a little in hopes of
making her feel a little more like eating. |
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| Dinner for 12 |
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| All four burners in action.... |
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| so I made the potato's in the oven. |
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Baby Man has discovered his climbing abilities, and he
especially loves to climb up to the computer. |
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| All loaded up. |
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Baby Man's roller coaster birthday present....the older kids are
enjoying it more than he does for right now. |
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Because there can never be enough pictures
of a smiling Baby Man:) |
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HUGE Goodwill score - a commercial grade
milkshake maker for $9.99!!!! |
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We even had cups at home that were just the right size for the
machine, which really was super lucky because
it didn't come with any cups. |
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| The Shake Master working his magic. |